mon-15 nov

so its monday, here's the update: went fr the meetings on last to last fri... got the work frm 1 and got selected in the other.... its lots of hard work and lil pay..but i guess when 1 doesnt have an option... as they say, beggards cant be choosers!!!! hv bn in office now for 12 hours..tired... am feeling a lil low....will probably go fr a smoke now...mayb will feel better then!...so much so for my plans to quit ...well atleast i have managed to really reduce it!!! well, have been meaning to lots of things.. as usual not managed much of anything except for crisis stuff....i am becoming a fire fighter..cant say its a good thing!!! am planning to go off on a 1-month long holiday in April and re-evaluate myself and my life.... now i am thinking i need to take a holiday and get away asap..tho' what and where i dunno kno!! will try and blog more often...got to start some hobby. got to sleep less and find more time!!!!

Today is the day!!!!

well, its fri morning, today i am going to be soo busy..... i finally got arnd to speaking to some ppl.. so today i have 2 meetings.. lets see how it goes..i am very VERY hopeful... i am going to give it my best shoot.. i am also wearing my pretty green suit just so that i look nice :--) I need these to work out.... and i hope that they will.... have to send the prop's on mon... so weekend is busy too.... oh god, these 3 days r going to b soo busy.... i haveot go fr these 2 meetings send the props by mon so i better work on them this weekend complete the numy report... that alone is going to take me 7-8 hours !!!!! n oh, my book club meeting!!!!! n... there is a party this sunday too.... well, ohhh... i dont kno how i am going to do all this!!!! but i guess its good atleast i am going to be busy.... :-) :-) :) :)

1-Nov-04

hm...here's another blog.. it/s the 1st of november.. a new month.. i cant belv how the year is almost up!!! well, i came across 1 of my notebooks ... it spoke abt my TO DO list and my dreams... turns out where i was in march 2004 is where i am today as well!!!! pretty idiotic if u ask me!!! well, the new friendships are not working out the way i would like them too... but lets see what happens!!! i still have a lil hope.. well, as far as my findg etc is concerned well.... nothing on the web..and tho' i hv some no.s hvnt got arnd to calling them up n cheking em out. its amazing, but frm all quarters the same msg seems to b coming across... STUDy..STUDY... well so i am going to do my homework and definitely start something soon....!!!!! well, everyone suggested i hunt online... but i cant find anything that fits my needs...hmm......probably the newspaper might work out... what else.... oh yeah.... the good stuff:::: i am ready to move on frm this workplace..i am no longer emotionally attached... well it is lesstening!!!! i bought these amazing books...1 which was way too interesting and this other 1 that i have bn looking for for ages n ages now... feels great to finally have bought them ... though...i have already overshoot by budget fr this mnth!!!! i bought a pair of walking shoes... so, now i will hopefully walk atleast a few times a week!!!!! i have finally given to CRY for a kid... i hv bn wanting to help out fr soo long.. .n well its good that finally i have bn able to give too..... Aha......n now the resolutions for NOVEMBER: No smoking No drinking going to try n bring exercise into my routine thats abt it fr the 1st day of the mnth... lets see how it shapes up......