Blogging after a long time... i guess there is something vulnerable about journelling all you are thinking/ going through... tho'popular opinion has it that jounalling is therapeutic and healing.... i don't know..... but, i guess it feels like a life worthy if its worth getting recorded...

Let's see.... this is not a good time... upheaval - chaos - confusion - erfect ingredients for sending me into a depression/ making me feel low....
Now, heres the interesting part - i have learned that all humans have a natural cycle with highs and lows... so some people go through a rough time no matter what at a certain point of time each year, and it is the same ime each year....so having learned this, i looked by at my past - and realised.... JULY and AUGUST are the weak links for me....my energies are low.... no reaon..just low....and it affects... and it is the same each year...

i have realised most things are greater than you are... you cn just TRY and LIVE the BEST LIFE you can... but it is difficult.. some days more so....

ok... venting now: how DARE people try n use me...n then be upset when i refuse to play along... Uffff!!!! just cause i am straightforward and dont try to put u all down does not mean i am stupid! or even willing to go along for the ride...i may play..but not run around the proverbial trees... thank you very much!

heeheee...ok, that felt good... so maybe there is some grain in the journalling being healing therapy bit!